The last day came. Tomorrow Mary was going away. She would finally be able to go to the Iowa College for the Blind in Vinton, Iowa.
When I was a young girl, reading this chapter, it was sad and I just may have cried. Reading it as a mother, especially within the last ten years, it takes on a whole new meaning. Having sent both of my children off to college or apprenticeship has given me an appreciation for how Caroline Ingalls must have been feeling when sending her oldest daughter, her blind daughter, to a college far away. Of course, I have been blessed with the advantages of technology to keep in touch with my children easily and quickly, while Ma did not. And I cannot wrap my mind around that feeling.
Pa and Ma brought home a new trunk for Mary, which is carefully packed with all of her possessions. All of Mary’s belongings fit inside her trunk. And it is done. Reality is setting in for them all. The family seems a little lost already, just imagining the home without Mary. Grace begs for a story. I liked that Mary was telling Pa’s stories to Grace.
The summer meal that Ma plans, Mary’s last at home for a very long time – cottage cheese balls, with onions in them and cold creamed peas. Even though I don’t really like cottage cheese, this sounds so summery and divine to me. Ma sends Laura to the garden and Mary asks if she can go with her, for a little walk.
As they walk, Laura describes the sunset for Mary, in just the way that Mary likes it:
“The sun is sinking, Mary, into white downy clouds that spread to the edge of the world. All the tops of them are crimson, and streaming down from the top of the sky are great gorgeous curtains of rose and gold with pearly edges. They are a great canopy over the whole prairie. The little streaks of sky between them are clear, pure green.”
There are certain passages, in the Little House books, that I can never read through without tearing up. This last walk that Mary and Laura take together is one of them. To be honest, this is one of the most emotional chapters of all…for me.
These sisters who have always been together, not only sisters, but friends. What will one do without the other. Laura has been such a big part of Mary’s life, her eyes. What will she do without her? What will Laura do without Mary?
“The sun has gone through the white clouds. It is a huge, pulsing ball of liquid fire. The clouds above it are scarlet and crimson and gold and purple, and the great sweeps of cloud over the whole sky are burning flames.”
Will the sky and sunset be different in Iowa? Mary wonders.
Early the next morning, final preparations are being made for Ma and Pa and Mary to take the train to Iowa. A neighbor boy is taking them. Ma gives Laura, Carrie, and Grace final instructions for the week that they will spend alone on the claim.
Good-byes are said.
The wagon started. Grace’s mouth opened wide and she bawled.
I don’t know what kept them all from crying…
I certainly have cried my fair share during this chapter.
The wagon takes Pa, Ma, and Mary away leaving a silence and stillness behind. It was worse when they went into the house. Grace begins to cry again and Carrie’s eyes fill with tears. Laura knows that Ma is depending on her to be in charge. She makes a decision.
“Listen to me, Carrie and Grace,” she said briskly. “We are going to clean this house from top to bottom, and we’ll begin right now! So when Ma comes home, she’ll find the fall housecleaning done.”
They did just that! It was not easy. In fact, it was much harder than Laura could have imagined. It took them every minute of the full week that Pa and Ma were gone. But they got it done. They scrubbed that house from top to bottom. Laura finds that doing the cleaning and keeping track of Grace is not an easy task. A sudden rainstorm makes everything all the more difficult. When Grace decides to “help” by blacking the stove, Laura learns a valuable lesson in patience.
On Monday, after all the work was done, Laura, Carrie, and Grace sit outside in the grass watching for the smoke of the train. Finally they see it and hear the whistle. And finally they see Pa and Ma walking from town and all the lonesomeness for Mary came back.
Laura was happy for Mary when she found out how wonderful the college was. Mary would be warm and comfortable. The food was good and she was with a group of pleasant girls. The teachers were kind and Mary had passed the examinations with flying colors. She would study political economy, literature higher mathematics, sewing, knitting, beadwork, and music. Of course, Ma had seen no clothes finer than Mary’s. 🙂
In her sadness, missing Mary, Laura was more determined than ever to become a teacher so that Mary could stay in college.
With all of the excitement, Laura had forgotten about the week they had spent doing the fall housecleaning.
Ma lifted her hands in surprise, then she sat weakly down and let her hands fall. “My goodness!”
The next day, when Ma unpacks, she surprises Laura, Carrie, and Grace with gifts that she brought back from Vinton, Iowa. The girls were very pleased with their gifts – a picture book for Grace, and autograph albums for both Laura and Carrie.
“I found that autograph albums are all the fashion nowadays,” said Ma. “All the most fashionable girls in Vinton have them.”
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This is one of my favorite chapters in the book. I cry every time I read it. My eyes get a little watery, but I manage to hold it in until Grace cries. Then I’m lost. While reading this chapter, I can picture it vividly in my mind, almost as if I’ve lived through it with them. I was a little put out when I read somewhere (Pioneer Girl Manuscript, maybe?) that Laura, Carrie, and Grace actually had a neighbor staying with them during the time Pa and Ma were gone. I very much prefer the version that Laura writes in her book. I guess, in my mind, it helps me to realize that Laura is growing up if she can be responsible for her sisters, the chickens, the fall housecleaning, etc. Maybe that’s why Laura wrote it this way.
I never found this chapter sad. I am always excited for Mary when I read it and also triumphant for the family who worked together to make it all happen.
Laura and Carrie’s adventures in fall housecleaning are horrifying! It makes you realize how good we have it now. It is also a good coming of age event for Laura I think.
-Karen
I remember reading this chapter for the first time when I was young and I was so excited for Mary to get to finally go to college but at the same time I was so sad for Laura.
Here is an interesting link about Mary’s time at college
http://www.aph.org/museum/MaryIowa.html
http://www.aph.org/museum/MaryIngalls.html
This link is the main link to the online exhibit about Mary.
A lovely post for a lovely chapter – thank you, Laura 🙂
I’m not a parent, so I’d never thought of it from that perspective till I read what you had to say. That must have been terrible. I do always feel for Mary though, especially when she trembles all over. Despite her claim not to be scared, this must have been terrifying, despite the fact that she wanted the opportunity to learn so much. There are so many evocative moments in the chapter – the way they try to keep busy, but once everthing is packed there’s nothing to do but think, and Pa clears his throat, and Ma takes her darning but just looks out of the window; the final story; the final walk; and yes, I’m with you on the yummy sounding final supper.
This chapter always reminds me of when my eldest sister went to university – I was 9 at the time, and I remember being really proud and talking about my sister, who’s at university, all the time at school. Somehow my memories of Jane leaving, and Mary leaving, have become confused, so in my head, Jane went off with a big trunk wrapped in rope, which I’m sure she didn’t 😉 Then not long afterwards, one of my other sisters (yes, there are four of us: I’m Grace in the pecking order) and I received matching autograph albums. Mine was red, and hers was blue. Sadly, they weren’t from Vinton, Iowa.
And I *always* think of this chapter when I’m cleaning. My flat is bigger than a claim shanty, of course, but really is quite tiny, and yet cleaning it seems to take me ages, AND it always seems the harder I work, the dirtier everything becomes…
I think there’s an interesting comparison between this chapter and the chapter in Farmer Boy where Mother and Father leave. Both times, blacking the stove gets the youngest in trouble. Except, the Wilders spend most of the week eating sugar every way they can instead of cleaning the house from top to bottom.
I’ve always thought it was interesting that Grace was so young and told not to cry. I practically cried when my parents left me at college, and I was only 45 minutes from home.
I am sure Pa and Ma did not leave the girls alone for a whole week, a mile from town with no protection against a thief or even worse. I’d never leave my children alone at that age for a day, much less 7. As protective as Ma was, she’d have sent Pa and Mary there alone rather than leave the children to fend for theirselves that long.
Really enjoy the responses to the story summaries, too!
Wayne, You’re right, Pa and Ma did not leave them alone. Laura originally wrote in “Pioneer Girl” that another couple came and stayed with the girls, and that she did not like them at all. They were mean and lazy and told dirty jokes.
I was amazed that Pa and Ma would leave the girls alone for 7 days. Whether they did or not, I could relate to the house cleaning. It seems the more you do the dirtier things get, the more exhausted you get, but, when it is done things are just beautiful. These books make me realize just how hard people had to work just to exist. They had no air conditioning, there were bugs, cows to milk twice a day, but, they really appreciated the small things in life. You know Laura had to accept the larger part of the work load that the children normally would, with Carrie being frail and Mary being blind. I thought her parents did a wonderful job of creating such a close family despite all the hardships and the fact that they had no sons. You know those girls worked and worked had. My mother in law came from a farm family that had no sons.
I don’t thnk it’s shocking that the girls might have been left alone. Laura was 14, and at that time, 14 year olds were expected to have more maturity and responsibility than they do now. (Remember in “Silver Lake” when Laura and Lena go for the washing, they learn that the woman’s daughter had just gotten married — at 13.) And there WERE neighbors on nearby claims if a problem were to arise. And particularly since Mary’s blindness, Laura had taken on the role of ‘eldest daughter’ as far as household responsibilities and chores went. Laura and Carrie were quite capable of minding the house, milking the cow (Laura did it every mornng anyway), and looking after Grace.
I know that I’m incredibly late to the conversation…just found this website and I love it!
The thing I’ve always loved most about this chapter is Laura’s wisdom in finding the girls something to do to take their minds off of their loneliness. I remember thinking, when I was a kid, “Hey that was REALLY smart of her!”
I’ve struggled with depression throughout my life, and one of the things that I’ve learned is that I am far, far happier when I have a project…something to keep my mind busy instead of letting it go in circles, faster and faster, torturing itself.
She learned from the best… think about Ma’s response when Pa was lost in the blizzard in Plum Creek and both girls were trying their best not to cry. “I don’t believe we want lessons!” and then they played games all day. Ma was one smart woman, and Laura learned well from her how to cope with life’s challenges.
You’re absolutely right!
Rereading this chapter made me realize its stark contrast to the “parents on vacation”-chapter in “Farmer Boy”.
Also, I was very sad that the girls had to suppress their sadness due to Victorian standards.
Last year, I lost a close relative and crying a lot through the first weeks certainly helped me to come to terms with this loss.
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